How profound and tiring to keep to this attitide... oso thinking that u r going to die today and doing so much things..
I believe this has been the attitude and mentality that I hold these few days.. maxing my everyday... till now, i felt sooo drained and tired.. How ah?? Am i burnt out already??
I have been procrastinating to doing something.. too lazy maybe.. but i need some action.. soon..
Having doing alot of thinking lately, maybe cos things happened or maybe I was very tired lately..
Went ST James with collegues on fri.. It's free entry b4 9 and 50% on house pours b4 930.. we drank like dunno how many rounds.. went to the diff rooms and like ordered drinks every place we went.. had lychee martini =), cranberry voldka, whiskey coke, vodka red bull.. haha.. but i wasnt drunk.. jus abit high.. jus nice.. haha.. will post photos when my photos send me the photos.
To the more serious topic..
人言可畏
说的人无心
听者有意
我觉得我应该give more thought b4 i speak
我不知道我是否得罪人
一开始我对自己的评语有所保留
可是当时觉得自己很 "geng"
别人说我对不熟的人 unfriendly
所以想要改变
慢慢我变得比较敢言敢语
比较敢把自己的意见说出来
真的觉得这样不错
可是慢慢意见多了，不加思考的发言
好像会不知不觉地得罪人
其实我真的是无心的
有时只是想搞笑
可是有时我会回想自己所说的话，好像很不客气
如果换成是我，我可能会生气
什么办？
要找到平衡真的很难。。
特别担心会得罪比较好的朋友
因为我特别敢在他们面洽多说话
可能是应为他们比较了解我。
可是就是应为是好朋友，所以不想得罪他们。
Think too much..
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