It has been another busy busy wk.. Even though it's after after my mth end close, but i'm still busy with work.. finally hav finally completed the impt stuff, but more things came in.. sian.. i hate emails =( like i'm not busy enough, i still hav to go JB for scrap count.. though i really enjoyed going for the count, cos i can escape from ofc. But i dun fancy that went i have sooo much to do..
Went to gym with LD on 15/4 (tues) =) we went for boxacise for an hr.. but wasnt fun cos it's jus like box here and there.. didnt really work out much.. so we ran on the trackmill for half an hr.. tt's really shiok =) total workout.. =) had fish meat noodles for dinner.. homed and slept soundly... ZZzzz
Thurs went for training with ZW and Bren.. was late for training.. then went for sprints and then 30 laps of warm down.. super off form cos nbr train for a bery long long time le.. sprint slow, long dist slower =( haiz.. tt's the sad story of ofc workers, sit infront of com for the whole day.. plus work at home too... wat to do.. i need to feed myself, bo bian..
Fri- Met LD and XQ for dinner at Hol V at Sushi Tei. Had double dosage for Sashmi... had tt in the afternoon after the scrap count.. then went to Rocks cafe.. LD had ice cream.. then tokked... XQ was unhappie.. work work .. the root of all unhappiness =( the thought of being tai tais was soooo strong.... i OSO wan... but i dun qualify lah.. not pretty, not rich, dun noe ppl in tt league.. how how? *_* hav to work hard le...
Sat - Tuition fomr 9am to 3pm.. then stayed at FWCC for publicity for my baby... happie happie.. 2 more students!! hehe..gd start =)
So hungry now.. haven had my dinner yet..but i wan to finish my work b4 i shut down my com... hav to hang on till 10?? or maybe earlier cos cant tahan already... hehe...
Suddenly wan to blog something more.. I heard Andy lau's song: 男人哭吧不是罪. And there's this line that say's
强的人也有权利去疲惫
微笑背后若只剩心碎
做人何必惊得那么狼狈
男人哭吧哭吧哭吧 不是罪
尝尝阔别已久眼泪的滋味
就算下雨也是一种美
不如好好把握这个机会
痛哭一回
觉得他说的很有道理。感同身受。 不要觉得看起来很坚强的人就不会累， 不会难过。 可能在他坚硬的外壳后是脆弱和疲惫的心灵。就是应为他一直再做很多事，看起来很厉害，别人就觉得他应该不会觉得难过或是痛苦。 我却觉得他们更应该有权利感到累，因为他们做了那么多，那么多，经过那么多考验。
不要因为别人怎么看你而让你的感觉有所束缚。应为他们只是一个普通人。
偕星看起来很开心，都是嘻嘻哈哈的面对观众。可是其实他们私底下却很静，或是没有在观众前那么开心。他们可能只是以笑容来掩盖他们的不安，尴尬，难过。笑就像一个面具，遮掩一切。感觉这一切都是一场戏，是如此的虚假，如此的风刺。
这就是人生吧。人生如戏，戏如人生。
Ahh... it's so diff to blog in chinese... type so slow, plus my han yu ping ying is oso not too good =( but i guess wat i wanna say is, jus be urself and dun let ppl dictate ur life. jus do wat u thing it's correct. It's normal to feel tired (pat on my back), but u hav to pick urself up again and strive forward again.. cos it's not enough jus walking when the rest r running.. u will be left behind.. maybe i shall blog another entry soon on how i felt abt "TIME". but hopefully i can find the time to do it.. =)
shall go eat le.. cant contd with working.. i shall wake up earlier tml morning to do some stuff. at least i complete my presentation slide for one of my smaller PL..
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